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Name: Krysten EliSe
Birthday: 8/25/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: PaRtyInG, TaTtoOs, PeIrCInGs, BoYs, ShAgGy HaIr, DyIng My hAiR, RoLliN BlUnTs, BaKiNg CaKeS, ALl KinDs Of Art, MusIk, MoUnTaIn DeW And VoDka. <3
Expertise: EvEry MoThEr FuCkIn ThIng! <3
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
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Member Since:
10/27/2004
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I hate how life can change so suddenly, I hate how things become the
exact opposite of how they use to be. and I dont know wether its just
people growing up and getting older, or just people changing into
something else. I had a best friend that meant the world to me. i
considered her more of a sister then a friend. She said I have changed,
but really its her. Because none of my other friends think i am
different. She used to be so fun, we were wild. we stayed out late and
chilled with guys, we did watever we wanted. we were carefree, and
always looking for the next fun ass thing we could do, we never fought,
we'd laugh our ass's off at the stupidest thing. Now we sit next to
each other, not knowing wat to say, not laughing, just in an
uncomfortable silence waiting for something to happen. It started about
almost 3 months ago, one day when I let a boy into my backseat. Which I
wish I could take back. because I know he is the reason Julie has
changed. She wont admit it, she will read this and laugh and think I am
stupid for saying that. but its true. She is boring, and complains
about everything, she complains about how things arent going they way
she wants them too or how nobody is doing wat she says. or how i am
changing or how I need to get a job, or how she is just so much better
then me because she works at the fucking dollar tree and gets 5.50 an
hour because thats sooo fucking special. All she does is sit there and
try to make my life the way she wants it. Well I'm sorry but she is the
last person i want to be like, she is the last person id ask advice
from. especially now. its true when they say your family is really the
only people thatll be there through it all. I guess thats all I need,
is my family. because everytime i try to become close friends with
someone. they either talk behind my back, become pissed at me for
something stupid. run off with a guy i like. or watever. So what I am
trying to say is that, I dont want to be friends with her anymore, she
isnt the person I know. She isnt the person I shared hundreds of
memories with, because that person, would never lie to me, or ditch me,
or make up stories so she wouldnt have to hang out with me, that person
would never talk behind my back, or choose a boy over me. its
weird how the one person who I could barely trust, is standing by my
side telling me i dont need her, or how other people step in a show me
that I really do have other friends besides her, and i shouldnt waste
my time on someone that treats me like shit. She thinks I'm selfish and
greedy, if only SHE COULD REMEMBER THE THINGS I HAVE DONE FOR HER, THE
BOYFRIENDS I HAVE BLOWN OFF FOR HER, THE PEOPLE I HAVE TOLD OFF
FOR TALKING SHIT ON HER, THE TIMES I HAVE DROPPED WATEVER I WAS DOING
TO COME GET HER, THE TIMES I DROVE HER AND HER B/F AROUND AND DID
WATEVER THEY WANTED. AND SHE THINKS I'M SELFISH! it makes me want to
just slap her and wake her up and let her hear wat she has said. but
why waste my time with someone so fucked up. this entry is really for
her, but since i dont talk to her. i wrote it on here. I dont care to
hear wat she has to say back, i dont want a comment from her or
anything. all i want is for her to listen to wat i have to say
and she can leave and go on with her life with james and she'll be
fine, who knows how much longer they'll last, he's always talking bad
about her. it kinda makes me feel bad for her.. its sad when
friends let boys get in the way of friendships...but oh well..because i
still have people in my life, who arent like her..and i thank them all
because idk wat id do without them..and thats all i really have to say.
-kk
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| These arent in any specific order..
-the man at bruams that wouldnt leave us alone.
-Bryan's bathroom
-Brandon acting like jesus
-My driving
-The asian guy at the nail place threatening to call the cops
-My next door neighbors always being outside at 3 am.
-Julie's mom going psycho with a mini bat.
-eating chalk instead of my candy cane.
-chris leaving all his cds in my car..
-Camping at my moms
-going to the bathroom, while camping at my moms
-making chicken and brocoli
-halloween night
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| HEY SEXYS!!!
YAY FOR CHRISTMAS BREAK!!
All I know is..it best snow tomorrow. Cuz I'm going ice skating with my
boy and Julie and her boyfriend and it has to snow, but I doubt its
gonna. Oh well. Today I went and hung out with my mom for a little
while, she got me this tight hoodie. Then I came home and havent done
anything to xciting. So thats all I really have to talk about.
CaNt WaIt tIlL ChrIstMaS..<3
KRYS
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| today was testing... I passed em all! but I am sick. It sucks. I stayed
at chris's , and he took me to school this morning. I had to wake up to
early tho so I could get to school in time. Yearbook we had a party,
but I didnt feel good so I left early. But I got the cutest present!
Since I like lime green they bought all this green stuff. It was so
cute. I hope it effin snows! Me, Julie, James and Chris are all going
ice skating in bricktown thursday! I hope it snows then too. Itd be
tight to skate while its snowing. cant wait till Christmas! well thats all o wanna write about! peace <3
Krys
I love my family<3 Julie.Chris.James <3
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